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Nafastari Charity Concert

Hi, Assalammualaikum!

How was your Ramadhan so far? Dah kurus belum? Haha aku la tu.
I have an assignment kena buat tapi rasa macam lembab betul nak start. Maybe otak aku dah taknak accept any kerja after week 14 haha. Alasan. But nevermind, I have a story to share with everyone kat sini hehe. Macamni! Nabila ada involve as a dancer for this one concert and they were searching for committees. So, she approached me for being a part of them. At first, aku macam nak taknak ja lah sebab aku mana kenal siapa pun dalam tu and I dont know what can I offer for them. Macam semua benda tak boleh ja aku ni haha. Then, Nabila convinced me to try jadi MUA. Aku rasa MUA ni panggilan untuk orang level atas-atas yang dah power makeup which is totally not me laaaaaa. But, everyone calls that, so I'll use that term ja la eh haha.

When Nabila suggest tu, aku macam 'aaaaaaaaaa kita mana pandai makeup' 'kita tak pandai la nak bla bla bla' ........ list goes on. Tapi dia bagi lah ayat comforting sikit, nanti akan ada orang guide and all. Bila aku dengar tu macam ok lah macam boleh ja sebab ada orang yang memang akan ajar. Tbh, I just know the very basic one. And sekarang ni aku jaranggggg sangat apply makeup so memang tak practice tu dah lama. If I did my makeup pun mesti stick to this one look ja! Aku rasa passion on makeup dah kurang sebenarnya. Zaman yang seronok sangat guna makeup ni when I was 18 until 20 yrs kot haha! Then, bila dah lama tak practice kat muka sendiri, what more la nak makeup atas muka orang.

Fast forward, aku pun join lah. Before the real event starts, memang ada few demo untuk ajar makeup style macam mana. But, aku selalu missed sebab ada class until petang.The latest look yang memang dah confirm untuk performance tu aku tak datang tengok. Lagi cuak ya. Esok dah nak makeup orang ni. I still have no idea. Aku nak bersyukur jugak, sebab team aku semua baik baikkkkk, tambah Head. Aku bagitau la aku takpandai lukis eyebrow orang, dia macam 'takpaaaa' hahaha. Semua lah takpa, okay ja. Bila dapat team macamni, rasa oklaaa kurang sikit cuak sebab I know they are willing to help. Oh ya, dalam team tu aku ja yang belum pernah makeup orang, yang lain memang dah biasa pun makeup untuk teater, convo, tunang etc.

On that day, aku kena makeup 5 orang and diri for 3 hours. Dahla bilik tu takdak aircond! Haha berkicap ya aku dalam tu. Out of 5 tu, aku lukis eyebrow 2 orang ja hahah. Lagi 3 aku pass dekat kawan. For eyeshadow pulak, Head aku dah explain nak guna what colors and all but aku ada silap jugak sebab dia inform pun in rush kan. I mean time dah start makeup orang. But, aku dapat lah cover the flaws and I guess it turns out well. Not perfect ofcourse. Alhamdulillah.

Feeling bila tengok orang atas stage and wearing makeup that I did! Rasa macam happy! They look beautiful, I can see the highlight, blusher, eyeshadow and all. Puas!

After habis event pulak, we received this kind of feedback!


Teharuuuuu! 




Sayang jugaklah, no picture on that day, the dancers were not wearing tudung masa makeup so memang takda la nak ambik gambar since after sorang, sorang pulak. Kejar dengan masa lagi. But, I'll remember this moment hehe!

I dont have proper pictures of mine too, except for this. Before everything was started;



From my instastory :)

Overall experience was not bad. I had a good team which helps me a LOT. The dancers were all nice. Am I going to join again? Maybe yes if bilik tu dah ada aircond which I know it will be not haha! & honestly I dont really mind, at least I learned something. Alhamdulillah.

Bye! Eh thankyou for reading :)




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Asasi vs Degree

Assalammualaikum

Currently im on my second year degree, tapi baru habis first sem. Ada lagi one sem baru habis second year. If you got what I mean haha! (seriously, I feel like doing an assignment now sbb idk how to put in into words but i have the idea) LOL

Moving straight forward lah!

I'll be doing few comparisons when I was in foundation and degree. Since I noticed there are few things that changed me a lot dari time asasi dulu.

As everyone knows, I was in CFS Petaling Jaya (2015-2016) buat asasi for a year and half. Life was good back then. I enjoyed toooooo much weh haha sampai lupa sebenarnya duduk situ pergi belajar ke main t_t When I was in CFS, I did not really serious pun pasal study. Assignment semua I buat la elok elok. Malas malas aku pun takpernah jadi lagi free rider/ copy paste sebijik sebijik haha! Tapi bila nak exam, malas nak study tu ya Allah haha! Rasa macam dah selesa sangat sebab selalunya my carrymark wasn't bad so faham tak sebab apa aku rasa selesa sangat??? Study for final tu macam selak selak buku ja lah, masuk hall selalunya lupa balik :) Banyaaaakk peluang yang aku boleh score masa final tapi terlepas sebab perangai selak selak buku tu. I didnt managed to get dekan sekali pun (ni benda paling menyesal masa asasi sbb subjek senang tapi takboleh dapat). I think ni sebab mind set masa asasi dulu!

So, masa asasi dulu otak ni selaluuuu set 'asal lulus' lah.Then when my carrymark dah macam boleh lulus, I did not put much effort lah. Selak selak buku, jawap apa yang tau, bolehla lulus. Selalunya dapat B lah! (But ada la few subjects I score) Tak ke sayangggg????? I actually can score A tapi sebab otak dah set macamtu so yeah. I just had fun ja masa tu. Campus pulak dekat PJ, benda lagha ni memang terhidang depan mata haha. Mahallah pulak dekat dengan gate. Almost every week bersuka ria tskkk tskkk. Selasa wajib pi pasar malam. Pastu boring boring naikla bas rapid rm1 pi MidValley which is 15 mins away. Like everything was soooo easy!

My circle of friends pulak masa asasi pun jenis ada mindset yg sama haha! Jenis asal lulus jugak so effort pun macam tu je laaaa. I did not blame them, maybe masa tu kita still muda, malas nak serabut, jenis chill & tak pikir masa depan hahahaha! Masa tu baru 18 kot??? Apeni kena stress stress hahahaah.

Sekarang degree, tak habis lagi (tapi) my life berubah la sikit. Dari bersuka ria every week, sebulan sekali baru keluar jalan jalan. Bersyukur la jugak Gombak duduk dalam hutan, nak keluar frequently pun aku pikir 100 kali sebab penat haha duit lagi!! Parokkkkk. So I duduk ja diam diam dalam bilik main phone haha!

Perangai malas study tu ada lagi tapi slowly la I get rid. Tapi it is hard ok. Yang berubah sekarang ni ialah my mindset!!!! Kalau dulu, asal lulus sekarang ni prinsip kena dapat A jugak! I noticed bila dah ubah mindset tu, I dah kurang main, kurang malas sbb hello nak dapat A mana boleh malas???? Lain la kalau jenis gifted which is Im not. Dah mula pikir masa depan kot, sebab tu buat benda dah bersungguh. Palingggg bersyukur, when I get friends yang sama sama nak struggle utk score. Tak senang weh! Tapi alhamdulillah, my circle sekarang ni semua jenis bersungguh so rasa malu la if  I culas sangat! Boleh ke main phone dalam bilik, tapi dengar kawan sebelah compartment tengah hafal subjek, boleh ke tidur dengan senang lenang if dengar kawan sebelah compartment tengah type assignment padahal kau belum start lagi???? Haaaa pikir pikir hahahaha. Malu kan :) Then, semua kawan aku jenis pantang teruk orang buat kerja sloppy ni, semua jenis buat kerja details, jenis all out kalau buat kerja. So faham tak if you surround yourself dgn these kinds of people, your life jadi macamana.

Idk about you guys, tapi aku memang jenis kena ada orang yg stand utk guide baru gerak haha. Tak kuat nak lawan diri sendiri! Dapat kawan yg macam tu pulak memang lah a gift from God to me. Alhamdulillah. I just hope I can do better and better every semester sampai final sem!!! InshaAllah Aminnn tolong doakan ya! Saya doakan kejayaan semua orang jugak, asalkan usaha! baru lah fair kan! :)


CFS IIUM, 2015


IIUM GOMBAK, 2017

Ok, that's all from me yg macam biskut kt blog ni. Setahun sekali baru update! haha.

Since im on semester break sekarang, Im willing to write more dekat sini. Tolong lah suggest nak cakap pasal topic apa pulak :) hehe. Thank you bye xoxo.





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Embrace yourself

Assalammualaikum..

How was your semester break so far? Mine is great Alhamdulillah even I just jadi suri rumah sepenuh masa :p

This post gonna be so long maybe?? Well, bukan senang nak ada mood nak typing gini. It can be once a year hahahah pemalas!

So here, I just wanna share a story about my 6 years sister. I already shared it on my twitter for those yg perasan. The story begin.. masa aku tengah masak kat dapur then suddenly I heard fiya nangis. Selalunya memang buat taktau ja sebab dia memang selalu menangis mengada ngada but at that time dia nangis cakap kat abah yg dia nak jadi putih and cantik macam kakak dgn ibu. Damn it was so heartbreaking. Likeeeee...awak tu baru 6 tahun kottt?? & im getting emo. Rasa tak fair tau budak 6 tahun nak rasa down ni :( Patutlah bila aku nak bersiap, memang dia tunggu tengok ja pastu cakap 'fiya nak cantik macam kakak jugak' & almostttt semua barang yg aku pakai dia nak pakai jugak. Oh really, kids nowadays are sooooo advance! Jangan anggap yg aku self proclaiming yg aku ni cantik or what tapi dekat mata fiya kan, aku dengan ibu lah orang yg paling dekat dengan dia :) U got me aite???? And then kelmarin, dia nak pakai cleanser ibu aku sebab dia nak putih macam ibu & she put a lotttt of bedak on her face :( Tetiba kan aku rasa nak mengamuk dekat semorang yang jual krim putih apabenda semua tuh! hahah. Instead of encourage orang untuk jadi putih why not encourage to embrace apa yg dia ada & appreciate the difference of us. Pastu rasa macam nak zip mulut orang yang cakap, 'napa fiya gelap, kakak putih, abah putih, ibu putih' hmmmmmm. Okaylah if wonder sangat, meh nak habaq haha. Abah orang penang, so ada keturunan mamak2 sikit tapi abah tak gelap sebab ikut mak dia. Ayah dia yang mamak. So, our siblings pun bervariasi lah haha! LOL maybe lah pasal ni sebab ibu cakap camtu haha!
i dont think this is serious until the moment happened. Kalau tak sebelum ni pun aku memain jugak dengan dia :( i feel so bad. Sorrry fiya, I love you a lottttt! So, apa yg aku buat sekarang, aku selalu lah cakap dia cantik. tak pakai bedak pun dah cantik & her skin flawless not like me. APA LAGI SENYUM LA DIA SAMBIL BUAT MUKA MENGEJEK AKU. It's okay janji ada confident jangan kecik kecik dah nak insecure. If we were given a choice, nak muka macam siapa sebelum came out, Gigi Hadid also dont want to be herself. Mesti nak lagi cantik pada diri dia and that's never ending. I know sometimes we do complaint a lot. But, we are the best version of us. Alhamdulillah.

Kita takkan selalu rasa down kalau orang tak condemn kita kan? so why not kita sama sama jaga mulut masing-masing. If there's nothing good to say, u better don't ;) Same goes when someone style her shawl dengan cara lain or outfit dia tak match, tak sesuai dengan dia ke. Jangan lah tetiba cakap, 'weh buruklah pakai style camni, tak cantik langsung bla bla bla...' unless dia mintak kau bagi opinion. Mungkin dekat mata kita tak cantik tapi mestilah dia pakai sebab dia rasa cantik kan??? and confident. Tapi sebab mulut you tadi, terus buat dia rasa down. Kita mana tau berapa lama dia practice belit shawl tu depan cermin, effort dia tu. So yaaaa, let them be. Tapi kalau dia mintak opinion, jujur je laaaa tu maksud dia, dia bersedia nak dengar comment2 baik/buruk hahahaha lol

Hmmm kenkadang, aku pun lupa untuk bersyukur. Jerawat naik ja terus takdak confident and rasa buruk sangat macam sekarang taknak tengok cermin semua tu. But all u need is, ada orang yang selalu appreciate yourself. Alhamdulillah, i got mine :) Surround yourself with positive people & u will be good. InshaAllah.

bye!


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Ori Vs Fake

Assalamualaikum :)

So sementara tunggu bas nak balik malam ni why not kita up satu post ekekeke. Selalunya balik naik ets but ni balik cuti sem maka banyaklah barang aku so malas nak hangkut naik lrt bagai ! Hahaha. So basically aku dah habis final !!! Yeeehaaa. Harap tak jumpa dah subjek sem ni dekat sem depan. Aminnnnnnnn


Sebelum melalut, back to topic Ori vs Fake.

When you are reading this, what can you imagine? Whether barang or orang? Hahaha. Actually nak cakap pasal barang. Barang yang ori vs fake. Aku taktau la orang lain macam mana but Im prefer to buy the original one especially barang yg guna dekat kulit. Specific lagi macam barang make-up and so on. Sekarang tengok banyak sangat orang jual barang make-up on ig similar like yang ori punya. But the difference ofcourse dia punya harga ! Then texture maybe and yasss yang paling penting effect dekat kulit. Memang la boleh cakap, 'yang mahal tak semestinya bagus and yang murah tak semestinya tak bagus ' yaa thats right but untuk iklan sabun baju ja kot? Hahaha unless kulit kau takdak masalah jenis gred AAAAA so Alhamdulillah you are lucky !

Maybe certain people cakap, kadang guna barang yang ori (mahal) pun muka breakout juga bla bla. Ya, of course ada but maybe it is not suits on your skin. But at least the quality is there? Kalau barang yg fake takboleh janji dia punya quality. Takut-takut sekarang takda bagi effect, tapi dah masuk 30-an jadi macam-macam huhu takmau takmau.



When we talk about price, definetely yang ori lagi pricey sikit dari fake. And tak semua mampu beli. Bagi aku, as a student dah nak merasa jugak zaman remaja main makeup2 ni. I still buy yang ori tapi cari dekat Watsons or Guardian. Dia punya harga still berpatutan dengan kedudukan kewangan aku hahaha. Biarlah tak mahal, janji ori yedokkk? Or aku sorang yang cakap camni nak sedapkan hati sendiri hahaha. Yalaaaahh, nak beli dekat Sephora, M.A.C, Nars tak mampu tssssskk. Tengok orang beli berbeg2 aku sabauuuuuu ja. So, untuk tidak terus kecewa aku masuklah Guardian and Watsons ! Biar murah tapi I still use yang ori yeaaayyy.

Maybe, kena buat saving untuk beli barang make-up dekat shops yg aku mention tadi. Tapi itulaaaah, aku selalu utamakan makanan. So jawapnya boleh mimpi ajalahhh. Tapi still mampu menahan diri dari membeli yg fake hahaha bersepah jaa dekat ig brands nars,mac, nyx bagai but the choices is on you ! Choice wisely girls ! :)


Apapa pun pendapat kita tak semestinya sama. Ni pendapat aku. Yang tak setuju boleh tulis dekat blog sendiri hahaha. Oh yeaaah, I foccused more into make-up kan pasal ori-fake ni sebab benda tu boleh bagi effect dekat kita. Macam baju, shawl, kasut apabenda tu aku takkisah sangat sebab aku pun layan gak ;p






Ok cheers ! Byeeee :')
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A random one

Assalammualaikum, hi

Just a random post in this evening. Act, petang ni cadang nak pergi gym nak torture body siket hmmm but its rainy. So im a lil bit heartbroken lol. Dia punya hujan bukan rintik lemah gemalai halus tu, ni sekali kilat yg terasa gegaran. Tu baru kilat kan haihh. Subhanallah hanya dia yg paling kuasa. Hmmmm today was fine, my class started at 2 pm and ended earlier. So it was so coool plus the whether so calm. Today was so relax and i just wore the same jubah since Monday (oops ! hahahahha) But, pls hear my explaination first hahaha. This week I only hv a class everyday and its only used for two hrs plus I also dont hv any classes on Tuesday. So why not I reuse back hahahahah , its sound so bad but pls you must to be in my shoes ! :D

So my midterm exam just in this Friday, I hope everything gonna be chill like me -.-
Nothing interest other than im so hungry now but my big problem is idk what kind of food that I want. Yasss, maybe I need a Subway's burger or cheezy wedges but its really doesnt make sense now oh pls laa stop craving those foods T_T

So thats all, for my very boring post this time. Im gonna make a decision about my dinner bye !



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A-hectic-week

Assalamualaikum, 

So sekarang jam dekat laptop 12.20 a.m- 20 Nov.
Im still here, baru sudah siapkan assignment IRK (Islamic Revealed Knowledge) sambil layan bunyi guruh dengan lagu Shawn Mende (oops)
While others re in holiday mood but not me ! tssssskk. Btw, congrats hehadik yg last sekolah harini selamat mereput ! Rindu pulak vacay dengan family tiap kali cuti sekolah macamni. Abah wasep aku tanya, kakak cuti bila? Nak plan holiday. But my answer iz so sad. Im replied, that i hv no cuti until hujung sem nanti. Then, abah cakap. Kalau macamtu my family datang KL holiday sini. Aloooo, KL. Dah boooringgg T_T Melakaaaaaa please abah. Kakak cuti weekend kita chiawwww hikss :p

Okay, lagu Adele pulak sekarang. Hello?

Hemmm nak cerita sikitla what im doing in this shortsem. One words that can describe anything ( PACKED ) ! First lect dah dapat tajuk assignment (taktau nak happy ke sedih). Pastu belajaq pun macam baru lepas marathon tapi alhamdulillah aku masih di darat dan sedar diri. Tak mabuk laut dan kelaut waktu kelas. 2 subject in this shortsem iz just nice muaaah (Thinking Skills and IRK)

Thinking Skills.
Taksusah pun. Thinking ja lah HAHAHAHA. I just love to learn a new things. So, i hv found many new things in this subject. Contoh ; Kekdah yang boleh digunakan utk berpikir dengan lebih berhikmah. Mungkin lepasni aku lebih berhikmah ! ahakssss hahaha. But pagi tadi aku belajar ala ala Probability in Maths. MashaAllah baru nak protes hempuk-hempuk buku. Tapi nasib baik highlighter ja yang jatuh hahahaha. Bukan apa, aku memang takdak interest topic belit camni. Sebab fikiran aku sesuci lebaran tanpa unsur belit hahahaha eeeuw jijik pula puji diri sndiri.

" If there is life on Mars, then Mars contains water. If Mars has ice, it contains water. There is ice on Mars. So there is life in Mars. " 

Haaaa jawab jawab ! Hahahaha belitkan. Act, ni salah satu argument sama ada valid or not. But statement kat atas tu not valid bcs k dah nanti pening haha. Sapa berminat nak tau benda roller coaster camni boleh pm hahaha

IRK
Im too excited in our first class coz i got same madam like sem lepas. Tapi subjek lain pulakla kali ni. I love the way dia ajar. Memang confirm faham kalau kau masih dalam landasan haha. Subjek ni seems like PAQ and ada jugak PSI sikettt. Yang bezanya, languange ja lah. Hadis Ahad dah jadi The Solitary and lain-lain lagi haha yasss tu ja.

This week so hetic and rasa student life sangat bcs we hv a project for thinking skills plus assignment for irk. Rasa macam berdouble stress dan duaketul jerawat berjaya dihasilkan miggu ni pfffttt. Tiap kali ada discussion lepastu brainstorm penat la weh even duduk dalam library yg ber-aircond pun. Penat otak huhuhu. Minggu ni pulak rasa macam nak makan tak makan ja ahaksss (agak gembira) tapi one thing. Im glad to be here and rasa penat-penat segala ni baru rasa jadi student yedokkkk.

Ok esok takdak kelas sebabtu meriah aku sekarang ehehe.

But, this saturday and sunday i hv to join Ibadah Camp (macam Qiamullail Perdana waktu sekolah dulu)-- takdak pilihan. Wajib follow. Kalau tak, repeat lagi next sem hahahaha.

Minggu depan. Midterm exam.

Ok bye. Assalammualaikum :)))))

(ok, jap nak heboh kata ai dah update blog hahahahaha lolllllll -,-)


Last last. Rindu rumah sangat.

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Throwback Sikit ^^

Assalammualaikum,

Tahu takdak orang baca hahahaha. Sapa lah yang sedar kewujudan blog ni. Malas ya ampunnnn nak update. Ni pun nak tulis tajuk pun dah delete-type doplohnam kali. Nak tulis ' My Life ' jaaa kot padahal bukan diva meletopzzz sangat pun haa tajuk post kahhh ! Eh, haaa semenjak guna phone ni haa kan selalu guna emoji. Terasa kekok pulakk ittewww tanpa emoji haaa gittewww !

(Tadi upload teaser siket kat Instagram lepastu kan dah lupa nak type apa *emoji poop sikit*)

Ok lah, tajuk pun cliche sangat. Macam laaa life kita, orang nak tau sangat hahahaha kesian diri sendiri. Takpa, tu semua hasutan manusia. Just follow our passionnnn aisehhhh kau dah kenapaa? Hahaha ( alaa nak letak emoji yang gelak berdekah dekah sampai nangis tu ). K ,

Panjang nau mukadimah. So, bismillah.

Now, im currently student of CFS IIUM ( Centre for Foundation Studies, International, Islamic University Malaysia ) for Human Science course. Human Science jaaaaa pun ! Hahaha behave ya sister brother sekalian, dont judge anything without knowledge. Takmo ye takmo. Bukan apa, acap kali dah dengar, kau rasa aku ni hati tembok china apa. Hahaha ter emo pulak --'

Nanti lah cakap pasal tu.

Wallahi, tak pernah mimpi-terdetik-khayal nak study dekat UIA. Takpernah langsung lah weh senang cakap. Orang lain kawan-kawan aku ada gak target nak masuk UIA. Tapi aku ni macam sepintas lalu jaa. Then, bila result UPU keluar. Aku punya reaksi pun macam " Oooo, UIA " tapi sempat jugaklaa Alhamdulillah still dapat UPU hahaha daripada orang yg result lagi bagusss pada aku tapi takdak rezeki kat situ. At the same time, frust sama. Sebab aku punya target nak masuk UPSI (siap interview bagai) tapi bila takdapat memang frust nak mams aah.

Senang cerita, aku nak jadi cikgu sebenarnya. Kahkahkahak.

So, aku punya request semua menjurus kepada profession keguruan. IPG pun aku mintak tapi masa pemilihan aku takdapat. Takpalah, aku redha walaupun masa tu memang frust ya rabbi. Ibu abah aku jangan cakap ah. Mesti lagi frust tapi tak tunjuk lah, yolaaa aku nak support dari depa gak kann. Aku ni kira dah rapuh ah nak register UIA besok tu. (register UIA 31/5. Result IPG 29/5)

Preparation untuk ke UIA zero masa tu except all my documents (sebak pulak ingat balik). How come I control my emotion at the same time I must leave my home dengan keadaan yang tak ready langsung. Fuhhh complicated nyaa hahaha.


Next story i'll update later, inshaAllah. Moga mood selalu rajin nak on laptop dan typing. Lol

; At last, aku tukar tajuk My Life tadi pada ' Throwback Sikit ' sebab macam tak sesuai ja. Ni cerita lama bebulan-bulan bukan sekarang tapi still part of my life. Belit ah. Sorry la, Nur Syafiqah seorang yang compicated HAHAHA. Yang pasti tajuknya tetap tak hipstur. Kbai.




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